(04-21-2022, 02:41 PM)Raion Wrote: I want to emphasize a significant amount of this has been a learning experience for me where I'm kind of just learning by the seat of my pants. I'm sure some people take sadistic pleasure in my failures when I mess up
Nah...don't be so hard on yourself. I'm sure the majority of us respect your willingness to even attempt these things (even when they don't work out). A lot of us also know how much time and effort go into these sorts of projects and totally understand when things don't go according to plan. You're trying, and that's what counts.
Speaking from experience: I'm very good at starting projects but not so good at finishing them. I work on stuff until I get frustrated and put it aside for months or years, sometimes forgetting about it altogether. I suspect what you're going through is far more common and relatable than you realize.
Really, don't beat yourself up about it.